LOVE!!! <33 29/4/08 9:41:59pm~9:42:04pm

2010-11-06T02:20:00.002+08:00

Boy, thanks a lot.
Love you a trillion , kay ? ♥

2010-11-05T23:07:00.000+08:00

Universal Studio, MoonCakeFestival

2010-09-19T00:44:00.002+08:00

hey yoooo peopleeee !

went Universal Studio with YOG peeps on 15th sept.

it was cool yawxzz !

fun ttm !

but then it was damn rush la, coz we only had like 4 hours in there ):

we practically ran from one destination to another, just to save time and get more rides.

HAHAHHAS

Lights,Camera,Action! hosted by Steven Spielberg -> Accelerator -> Revenge of the mummy -> Donkey LIVE -> Shrek 4-D Adventure -> dinner at Mel's Drive-In -> home

wanted to try the jurassic park ones.

but then , had to wait for 4ominutes, and we gave up :/

HAHAHAS.

i love the Revenge of the Mummy,

SWY was damn joke. LOLLLL !

anyways, had alot of fun there laa. :DDDD

next, went out with clique on friday night to play fireworks !

MoonCakeFestival yawxzzzz !

hahhahas !

had fun with many people :D

and thanks, Ramdan, for the goals :)

2010-09-11T20:54:00.002+08:00

A phobia .
A phobia of being in love again .
It's so because of you , guy .
It's been 2 years 4 months .
You're still in my mind , my heart .
It's too long . It's time to give up , let go , and never ever think of you again .
I wonder , if this will ever happen .

I just want to talk to you again .
As if I will still get the chance to do so after what I've done .
I'm sorry .

2010-09-08T23:42:00.002+08:00

HELLO MATHS,

I'VE BEEN SOLVING YOUR PROBLEMS SINCE MONDAY FOR HOURS.

you should show your gratitude by giving me lesser problems, and i'd love you more than ever (((:

anyways,

today was greattttt (:

had emaths lesson in the morning, then went out for lunch with clique, then studied at lot with NicoleHanYongQi :D

and yes ! im proud to say that , with great minds thinking together, we were able to solve all the amaths questions correctly .

have been really studying maths since monday . so tiring :/

i can't believe that im in this state right now,

where i can't find someone to turn to when i really need help.

i feel so helpless.

2010-09-04T20:36:00.005+08:00

Never Had A Dream Come True

Wonderful time spent passes just in a blink of an eye .

It's already September , and our end of year exam is just round the corner .
Made a promise with parents that if I were to have a 'C' in my report book , my iPhone would be confiscated :/
Wells , no more turning back now , I just have to buck up (;
I believe , I can do it , as long as I try my very best (((:

Got back my report book yesterday
Results were so disappointing ):
And OhMyGod-ly, my emaths deteriorated from A2 to a C6 D=

Have to pull up my chem and emaths grades . Or else , my iphone is at stake :/

Anyways , good luck , panda-lover . (:
Find a better girl than me alrights !
It's not 'us' anymore . It's just 'you' and 'me' .
Thank you , for all the happiness that filled up my life .
We're still best friends okays (:
June '09 ~ September '10

2010-09-01T15:15:00.003+08:00

hello people (:

decided not to rot my blog.

so yeahhhh, back to posting :DDDD

not quite looking forward to sept holiday

coz after that , it's exams .

very worried for my academics, yet i just cant bring myself to study right.

so easily distracted :/

i bet the sept holidays wont even be a holiday at all.

anyways , went back to DeLaSalle ytd (:

memories came into my mind .

everything there look so small ! the toilet, the amount of food , the table, the chair.

met lots of ex-Lasallians too (:

they change alot laaa ! hahahhas !

after that , went to Kranji Pri . kpo abit .

hahahas !

okays, i've got nothing much to say already .

byebye !

hi, ILoveYou , bye (:

2010-08-07T11:09:00.004+08:00

hey yooooxz !

so yeahhhhs , CCKSS national day celebration was alright, i guess.

i didnt get to see the muster parade. busy asking people to shut up .

HAHAS

ohwells, prefect duty was somehow tiring . walked up and down the corridor like 10000000 times, each and everytime asking people to shut up .

but yeah , was alright la . hahahas !

after school went out with lovely peoplexzzzz ! (:

had so much much much fun uhhs .

THEY DREW ON MY FACE . ohwells, i drew on their faces too . HAHAS .

spent a total of 6 hours with them at lo1 xDD

♥

Never Trust A Guy Anymore . They Took Away My Trust . It's All Because Of You, Bastard .

2010-08-01T15:43:00.003+08:00

!#$%^&*()_(*&^%$#@!

waah !

August liao lehs, very very fast horhs.

tsk tsk

so yeahhh, nothing much nowadays.

have to really buck up for EOY.

and i still have 10 homeworks undone. =X

opps. HAHAHAHAS

oh, i thought today's monday

as usual, i woke up at 530 . (i just realised, i wake up at 530 everyday automatically D=)

and i went on to call my friend to wake her up .

HAHAAHHS !

k, bye .

2010-07-26T00:23:00.002+08:00

It's been 2 years
yet, i still can't forget you.
funny, isn't it?

no matter how much i want you back
it ain't gonna happen again .
I'm just any normal junior to you now, right?
but you ain't to mine .

that day, when i did the most heartless thing ; to break up with you
it was the most horrible mistake that i could've ever done.

because of that , i did the unthinkable.
because of you, i live in a life full of regrets.
because of you, i dare not have a new one.
It's just so because of you, guy.

i still rmb the times we had together.
times when you gave me a cookie in the canteen while i was studying in the morning
times when you desperately went to find tissue paper when i cried
times when you first confessed to me through msn
times in the computer lab, where we officially became couples
times when you called me every weekend, to greet me "good morning"
times when you would buy me food every morning before school starts
times when we had our first date
times when i held your hand.

remember the little soft toy that you bought me?
yeah, i still look at it every now and then .
and each time i look at it, all the memories come repeating itself in my mind , the happy ones, and the sad ones.

You Made Up My Happiness , Guy .
But I Lost You .

29042008 - 03062008
♥

2010-07-23T20:09:00.005+08:00

hahahahhahas !

I'm Such A Failure .

Useless fools like me , shouldn't even be here, at this spot, in this planet earth, AT ALL.

life totally sucks ttm now.

I'm sorry , Envisage D.

but there's too many many problems.

i really dont want Drama to just go down the drain just like that , not in my hands .

where's our discipline?

where's our positive attitude?

where's our passion for drama?

where's EVERYTHING?

some of you still do not understand .

we're not what you think we might be; a slacking cca.

NO.

Did you go through SYF?

Did you go through competitions?

ask the seniors, after all the efforts, what were our outcomes?

look at all our awards. it was all because of our had work , our passion for drama ; those kind when we insist on staying back and practice on our lines . it was all because of our determination , that we can get such satisfying results.

but, where are all those feelings now?

i dont feel anything from you guys.

"I wanna go home"

"Drama's boring"

"aiya , nevermind one la, drama only ! "

sounds familiar, dont they?

just because you were asked to do photography by your friends,saying that you have stomach cramps, ect, you go for the malay wedding.

do you know that , by doing so, you have actually neglected Drama as your cca? yes, you may have stomach ache, but , does that mean you can go for the malay wedding? if you're feeling unwell, get an early dismissal form, and rest at home .

get your priorities right.

leaving all the other members in the home econs room, and enjoying yourself at the hall, do you feel guilty now?

was that really the right choice?

told you guys the news about today, that we still have to help.

when did you do?

"WALAU SARAH ! YOU SUCK LA. I DONT CARE, I GO FOR MALAY WEDDING. "

sounds rather ridiculous now, isn't it?

Sec1s, you were given an opportunity to attend the malay wedding, but, i guess some of you abused them .

I'm so disappointed you guys.

Sec1s , you really have not gone through what drama is like. I hope , you guys will change your attitude .

I'm sorry .

2010-07-18T14:09:00.002+08:00

kinda feeling panicky about tomorrow's project presentation.

im not even ready yet la !

GG .

so yeahh , now in Alicia's house, doing "project"

more like facebooking. hahahas

day's really bad.

started off being really tired, and a little irritated.

idk why . but yeah .

oh, and Alicia just went crazy about a guy doing some weird dance. hahahas !

erhem, Alicia.. doing bad things la.

im feeling no mood now.

dont wanna do project, but have to finish it.

wooooooookays, no more internet !

IT'S PROJECT TIME !

2010-07-11T23:17:00.002+08:00

later on's the fifa finals

OMG, IM SO GONNA WATCH ! MUAHAHAHAHS

SPAINNNNNNNNNNNNNNN ~

oh, and im planning to sleep in class tmr . xD

so yeah, it's the end of the weekends already . ohmanxz.

time's really passing real fast . ):

so yeah, friday had prefect investiture and stuffs. good that everything went well (:

new EXCO ! jiayou !

today went for the yfc.

went with Alicia, XiangTing, YiHong, Justin, Edwin and three 1/3 people. yeahhh. AND THEY KNEW MY NAME WHEN I DIDNT KNOW THEM .so yeah. quite surprised. HAHAS

had lots of fun . just that didnt get to do the door-to-door sales ):

nvm la, next week (:

i feel like i had been played by you.

freaking disgusted by your actions.

_l_

2010-07-07T22:25:00.003+08:00

IJustDon'tFuckingSeeAnyReasonsWhyIShouldBeHappy .

what's wrong with you.

if you dont fucking hell care, then dont come to me when you want a chat. find someone else then. irritating. you find me to entertain you, fine, but the problem is, you dont find any topics to talk about ! all you say is yeah, yeah, yeah. then when i desperately try to find a random topic, you'll say, who cares. wtf? what's wrong with you ?! irritating.

i dont freaking live to entertain you.

anyways, school's real bad for me.

nowadays cannot catch up with work.

i cant rmb mole for chem

i dont understand trigo for emaths

i dont understand quadratic equations for amaths, and mdm chin has already completed that topic -.-

i dont understand moments for physics.

very worried for my studies now . seriously.

oh , and i kinda wasted my time during prefect investiture . i didnt see a reason why i should even be there . so yeah .

hahahas . was quite pissed off uhhs .

but ohwells , it's alrighty .

okay la, gtg.

STUDYYYYYYY ~

me's a good girl.

hahahas. byebye !

2010-07-05T16:39:00.002+08:00

bad day.

bad life.

life sucks.

fml.

Sometimes, i do bad things to you. like scolding for no reason, giving you a cold shoulder and stuffs .

one day, you didnt retaliate. you just let me continue scolding you. and then you turn away with a sad feeling.

only then i realised, i've treated you so badly.

I'm sorry.

but sometimes, you really suck.

hate you.

whatever it is, i dont see a reason why i should be happy.

life really suck.

and , dear boyboy ahhs. i ain't your toy.

you don't play me, you freaking asshole.

hey you, you're a very lucky girl.

imy (:

bye

totally no mood.

bye

2010-07-03T23:15:00.002+08:00

im such a bad girl.

i haven't complete holiday's hmwk.

i dont know why, but i dont find joy in cca anymore. somehow, i feel lost as a vice-chair. i dont want to see my cca going down the drain all because of me.

im such a looser.

you know, i wish i had broken mirrors , and not promises that i've made.

im sorry.

2010-06-25T10:31:00.002+08:00

hey yooooooooooooooo !

me in malaysia now yoxz !
having a bad bad time.
I GOT SICK
FEVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
)=
head pain like shitxzzzzzzzzzz

anyways, prefect camp was a blast
it was so great ! hahahs
WE BROKE A RECORD CAN !
Singapore Book of Records - the fastest water passing relay yawxz.
thanks prefects, for making this camp possible (:

woookayyy , so yeah, im at Redang Island now.
there's no shop ! NOOOOOOOOOO . i want shop siah.
there's only beach .
the water's super clear, the sand's super white. nice siolxz

okay, so yeahh, im still sick.
AND I HAVENT FREAKING STARTED ON MY HMWK !
GG

okay, byeee !

2010-06-21T04:29:00.003+08:00

you know, somehow, i couldn't sleep tonight.

maybe cos you didnt call me?

ohwells, imissyou.

so yeahhhhh, had YOG training on sat. WAS COOL YAWXZ !

WASSSSSSSSUUUUPZ !

hahahhahs. love my group (:

should have make it more longer luhs ! then can bond more with them . hahahhaas

we learnt how to shake a person's hand properly , yeahhhh

and Ethen was great !

Sunday was quite a bad day for me

like everything wasn't going well.

im sorry dad, i broke the mug which was from us to you for father's day.

)':

im like here to say goodbye to you guys.

byebye ):

me miss you ):

byebye

off to prefect camp and malaysiaaaaaaaaaaaaa

2010-06-19T22:55:00.002+08:00

DRAMA BBQ !!!!!!!

somehow, it wasn't up to my expectations.

i mean, i expected alot alot ALOT more.

but yeahhhhhh.

reached there at 730 .

was shocked to hear that they just started the bbq-ing of food.

i was like , D= !

yeahhhhh...

but not bad laaa.

XiaoQiang cook the food super nice. LOL !

i down there keep bully him. HAAHAS!

sorry brother !

he's a nice cook yawxz !

next time got bbq, GO ASK HIM !

he professional siolxz.

HAHAS

yeahhhhh.. 3hours++ seemed only like 1 hour.

time just flew like that uhhs.

spend time catching up with juniors (:

CAROL ~

MISSYOU LUHHHHH

hahahhahhas.

so yeahhhhh.. ate, *drank*, played, chatted (:

im proud to say, i survived 3 bottles ! =D

yeahhh, reached home at 11 (:

OH !

i rmb-ed, i was out with Gyan , Darren and Alicia since the afternoon.

WE DOING HMWK CANNS !

but thenn, somehow, around 4plus, we died. hahahas

started talking crap.

then, decided to walk to lot1.

OMG. NO KARATE KID !!!!!!!!!!11

so yeah, we walked back again.

WENT DARREN'S HOUSE !

played piano, guitar, com.

then yeahhh, i went for my bbq .

hahahas !

had fun with them =D

okay, byebyebyebyebyebye !

Alicia ask me watch some crappy show.

opps, i meant, some nice nice show.

BYEBYE !

2010-06-17T21:17:00.000+08:00

omg.
i cut my hairrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr !
nono, i went to cut my hairrrrrrrrrrrrrr !

"uhhs, help me cut my fringe shorter....."
she interrupted "how short?"
"aiya, just short la. then , behind around shoulder length, bottom thinner , top more thick. then horh, fringe thicker. OHOH ! I WANT MORE LAYERED ! "

"like that can?"
"cannot, i want my fringe a little bit more shorter"

OMG. THEN SHE.. CUT TILL SUPER DUPER SHORT ! ):

okay, byebye.
i want emo about my hair already
byebye.

2010-06-16T20:51:00.003+08:00

hey yooooooo ! =D

so yeahhhhh, had three eight bbq last evening.

not bad laa, 21 came. nearly half !

but yeah, can be better (:

had lots of fun though . hahahhas !

thanks 3eight :D

today, woke up at 9.

went sch to accompany Alicia with Nicole.

do amaths filing lorhs.

hahahas !

then Mdm Chin damn good ehhs ! she treat us mac. hhahhahas !

thanks cher (:

so yeahh, after eating, totally no mood to do the filing lerhs, everyone slack all the way .

HAHAHAS !

after that, went to pei Alicia to her piano lesson.

LOL !

super happy that today no tuition canns.

air con spoil, tuition postponed =D

hahhahas !

ohno . i haven't touch on my hmwk sia.

GG.

I NEED TO START TMR !

i realised, that i haven't got over you yet.

im such a looser.

2010-06-15T13:08:00.007+08:00

very very very funny.

i play outside the whole time?

ohplease .

let's see, what did i do ytd.

went to do Maths at Alicia's house.

then went for lunch with EeChian.

badminton , basketball, piano, guitar, shopping with her.

then met Alicia again, play badminton.

then i went for tuition.

wow, i "played" the whole day.

but ........ saw the words "maths" and "tuition"?

nahhs, dont think so .

told you what i did that day.

you only heard basketball, badminton, piano and guitar, shopping.

HAHAS ! joker.

i thought you everytime ask me to ask mum whenever i go out?

last time i used to ask you, then you say , ask mum.

then now i don tell you la. waste my breathe only, anyways you'll still say ask mum whats. retarded right.

then now you want me to ask you first.

say why i everytime never ask you, then just go out .

you very good at self-contradiction leh.

somemore horhhs, i think you very unreasonable lehhs.

dont believe, ask my friends.

let me tell you some scenerios.

today, im supposed to be out now, to buy bbq food.

yes, im not incharged. but that doesnt mean i cannot go out and help them buy food right?

i stay at home for what sia.

since i got nothing to do, why not help?

furthermore, i was the one who send the messages to people. omg, idk what's the freaking problem

you want me stay at home, look at you isit? aiyoyo.

you said that i treated home like a hotel, come and go as i like.

or not you want me treat home as prison meh, cannot come and go as i like.

a little retarded cans?

i also dont go out without any valid reasons what.

you have to understand, this is my holiday month.

but i only got three pathetic days with my friends. and you dont let me go.

know this quote? " Live Life to the Fullest"

say i everytime give excuses. you leh. you also give excuses what.

ytd you knew that i got tuition. i even tell you leh.

then i come back from tuition, 10 o'clock. super tired liao. you welcome me home by giving me black face. then start scolding me again. why so late then come back, why play whole day.

then i say i went for tuition, somemore is you approve me of going out ones.

then you give excuse say how you know about my tuition timing, if you knew it was so late, wont let me go out.

hello, is you help me apply one leh. you also never ask me about my tuition timing.

second scenerio

is not that i dont want bathe.

but you need give me time to cool down first then bathe right?

but everytime, just nice got people call me la, i need do this la, i need do that la.

but in the end , i still bathe right?

aiyoooo, you all down there nag nag, think i will bathe faster? nahhs, dont think so . you went through rebellious periods before. i thought you all also have experience?

waah, say i cant even fit to be an animal worh ! nag at me also wont move.

then horhs, very funny lehs. ask me to bathe immediately when i reach home.

but horh, i never see you bathe immediately when you come back lehs.

know this quote? " 有样学样"

aiya, still got alot more la.

all very unreasonable ones. 100%

i very lazy already.

bo mood already.

hi Dad, i hate you.

byebye.

2010-06-12T09:09:00.002+08:00

hey yoooooo !

so yeah, im back from OBS

I SURVIVED FROM OBS YAWXZ !

rather tiring though. but fun =D

made super lots of friends luhs. hahahas !

first day was quite a slack, nothing much .

just some ice-breaking games. and then, we cooked dinner outdoor.

ate instant noodle, canned food, rice. yeahhh .

not bad luhs ! learnt how to cook outdoors . haahhas !

damn cool cans

oh ya ! we slept in tents !

first time sleep in tent canns.

super hot. ):

got really home-sick on the first day .

first time get home-sick cans ! HAHAS !

then second day..

woke up at 445.

unpitch our tents and everything

then went trekking with our super duper heavy bags for like one hour from camp 2 to camp 1

super tiring. but not bad la.

then we had some rope course. omg. super scary, coz was drizzling, then super slippery. hahahas ! but everyone did try =D

then had lunch

KAYAKING LESSON !

dinner was great . ate at the OBS restaurant =D

OMG . I LOVE THE 3RD DAY AND 4TH DAY !

we went kayaking on the sea from PULAU UBIN TO SEMBAWANG !

6HOURS ON SEA .

TOTAL OF 17KM CANNNS !

tiring.

but we made it uhhs.

some other groups kayaked for 12hours for the same distance , ours was only 6 hours ehhs !

cool yawxz ! this is why we rock.

DIAMOND , we rock !

oh ya! there were JELLYFISH .

cool ehhs ?!

then we pitched our tents in some ulu ulu place. cooked dinner again

was quite chaotic uhhs. hahhahas !

then police came, say got naked man D=

had talk with my group .

then we slacked alot.

yeahhhh, thats about it uhhs. hahahas !

4th day !

wakey wakey at 5.

waah, hand all pain already lorhs ! muscle ache =X

prepared to kayak back to pulau ubin .

OMG, THIS TIME ROUND, WE MANAGED TO FINISH IN 4 HOURS ! woohoooooo !

super happy cannns.

was raining a little. haahhas

OH YA !

eat orange when you're kayaking. SUPER NICE.

then had the OBS signature activity. JETTY JUMP !

we have to run jump down from a platform into the sea. like those pirate one la. HAHAS !

eeee , very scary canns, got alot of jellyfish around. D=

but then we all jumped. not bad laaa. HHAHAS ! I dont mind jumping again . LOL !

then we had to trek back to camp 2 again. so yeah . trekked the same distance for around one hour. tiring canns. we were like singing while trekking uhhs ! so cool. love my group!

reached camp 1 .

then had dinner, then bathed.

waah , bathe till damn shuang , bathe for 35 minutes ehs .HAHAHAS !

Day5

was not much uhs.

just played games, ate breakfast tgt for the last time.

then wrote messages and everything uhhs. hahahas

AND YES ! BACK TO SINGAPORE ~!

really miss OBS now.

hahahhas !

okay la, maybe pics some other time.

tired already .

byebye !

2010-06-07T06:12:00.001+08:00

yoxz !
off to OBS
till 11th

BYEBYE !

Angel's Cry - Mariah Carey Ft Ne-Yo

2010-06-04T22:02:00.002+08:00

why ?

i just dont get it.

you know.. i'm desperate to find another one,

idk why, but yeahhh. hahahas

hey, i still miss you. ):

Lightning don't strike the same place twice,

I bet, we won't even be able to talk to each other anymore, since i missed the chance.

I'm sorry..

I'm sorry for not cherishing you,

I'm sorry for not trusting you.

I'm sorry for everything that happened.

You dont give a damn anyways

2010-06-02T23:28:00.002+08:00

wtf luhs, everything just came back into my memory again

i thought i promised myself, on that very day it'll be the last day that i'll have memories of you?
realised that it ain't that easy, yeahhhh

it's exactly 2 years.
i bet you've already forgotten about me luhs, but ohwells.
somewhere deep inside, you were still there.

okay fine, i do admit that it was because i still couldn't forget you , that was why i didnt have anyone else after you.

i swear, most of the memories that came back were all unhappy ones and regretful ones.

Heyyy, im sorry.
29/04/2008 . 9:41:59pm
03/06/2008

tonight shall be the last night that you exist in my memory .

2010-05-29T23:33:00.003+08:00

Oh, Hi

so yeahhhhhhhhhh..
terrible day, i should say

like seriously, i want to skip jap sch manxz
getting on my nerves.
hate that bitch tooo.
OMG, SHE'S ONLY STAYING TILL 12JUNE
means only two more lessons with her, MUAHAHAHS

yeahhhh, got caught for using the phone.
she email-ed my mum.
wtf. okay, that's that.
i hate her.
kinda boring today..

thennnnn,
dad bought me an acoustic guitar !
OMG , LOVING IT NOW
i mean is like , the first time i touch the guitar
the sound that comes out from it is heavenly
even a noob like me play, sounds so professional.
omg, love it ttm ! <33
thanks daddy . AHAHHAS

okay, then tuition-ed
bored, i think i slept like a few minutes.
and i keep dropping things lorhs !
dont know whats wrong with me.
AHAHAHAS

okay, whatever..

idk why , nowadays super irritated.
argh !

k , bye.

2010-05-28T06:57:00.003+08:00

You're the perfect example of betrayal

Because people you trusted, broke you.

yesh! Holiday started =D

awwwws , my sister still had sch while i was happily enjoying my FIRST DAY OF HOLS !

muahhahahahas.

-went to eat the banmian with Nicole and Alicia. omg. NICE. lovesssss

-Alicia came my house. i love the chuatio part . HAHAHAS !

-went to visit Enid . miss laopo lots.

-went jp with Nicole and LingKai.

-watched the dance. omg. hot yawxz. Liz was totally enjoying the dance la. LOLLL !

- ate dinner at KFC.

-homed at 1140pm.

you know, i realised that i really have great friends around me.

when they're around, they're the cause of my laughters . when they're not around, they're the cause of my loneliness.

Hey You,

I'm glad that i have a friend like you =D

2010-05-25T23:07:00.006+08:00

you know.. i really wanna be your friend . your true friend. like how you and I were. is that something so hard to achieve?

i do admit that what i said on my previous post was harsh.

I apologise.

Im sorry.

But ohwells, you wont understand me anyways

somehow, you dont treat me as your friend anymore, do you?

you know what?.. I've got enough of your craps. and Im serious.

"True friends are those who accept for who you are"

I cant stand you, i dont accept for who you are. so, im not your friend, right?

anyways ,

had a great day today yawxzxz !

except for lessons.

brain in hols mood already =X

HAHAHAS

nothing went in. opps.

so yeahhhh , was super duper mega ultra warm too .

omg, can die .

thennnnn, after school, went to kpo the dance.

played piano at the backstage.

walau, seriously , i regretted not joining okays,

okays, shutup . TSK !

kay, then, QL and WY left to visit Enid.

Stupid Rambutan , asked me to stay.. so yeahh, didnt go. Sorry laopo! next time we er ren shi jie kayys =D

then, dance ended.

Alicia, Ramdan and Sathia came my condo play billiard.

ohya, thanks Rachael ! you rock ttm =D

so yeahhhh, played till 8 .

ilovebilliard yawxz !

got this overseas trip application form.

Japan, China, Malaysia Sabah or Bali, Cambodia, Taiwan and India.

had a hard time choosing.

i can go back Japan like anytime, i dont wanna go Malaysia, i went to Taiwan before.

so yeahh, wanted to put Cambodia first, but on second thoughts, changed my mind . LOL !

decided that i wanted Japan. so , Japan's no.1 ! =D

kayys luhhhs,

needa go off soon.

byebye !

2010-05-23T19:54:00.002+08:00

A Thousand Miles - David Archuleta

XiaoMeiMei, ni hao.

i just wanna tell you this.

little girls out there are ohmygosh-ly naive.

you aren't an exception.

omg.

super duper mega ultra irritated by YOU.

wtfccb .

you want kpkb me ahhs? fine fine, go on , see what happen to you =D

im a very nice person now uhhs, you continue somemore la, once you step out of my borderline, there you go . HOHO !

be careful when you're walking home alone ahhs =D

wapiang, i think you can be the new generation of copydog, yeah?

nice name , huh?

aiyoyo, you dont know how to copy, mai copy la horhhs!

you want the whole world to know that he's your bestfriend right? okay sure sure, i help you tell the whole world la, you want nots? waah, FOC somemore lehs. very good offer horhs? -.-

i give you so manymanymanymany chances worh, you dont want to appreciate.

D= what can i do? tsk !

now you make me hate you. aiyo ~ ni hao zhi wei zhi barhs .

lastly, fuckyou. i never wanted you in my life.

woookayyy !
HELLO PEOPLE !
=D

i didnt tell you guys about sports day right? hmmmms..
okay, there goes my grandma story

on 21st may , had sports day after school.. yeahhhhh
had two events, 200m and 10x200m.
ohwells , i didnt feel like running 200m, so yeah, pon-ed. LOL !
got last for 10x200m
it's okay manxz ! we all did our best yeahhhh !
had fun running =D
had a little talk with SWY . ohmygod, love you ttm xD
i'll try, alrights? but she's really getting on my nerves !
and yeahhhhhh, if you're guessing, the above craps are for her.

after that, didnt go out with them, went home .
dk why, but felt like going home. so yeahhhh. hahahas!

okayyyy, thennnnn .
went orchard today, like usual laaa
was secretly hoping that i could meet Alicia, Liz and XiangTing .
and wow ! my wish came true
HHAHHAHAS.
miss them lots lots.
miss sch )=

aiya, dont want post long long la.
so yeah, thats it then . hahahhas !
byebye ~

2010-05-21T20:52:00.000+08:00

i just can't move on.

what's wrong with me manxz?

2010-05-21T19:49:00.002+08:00

wtf uhhs,
super duper dissapointed with my results.
and i mean it, REALLY.

disappointments one after another.
ohmyfreakinggosh.
when can all these stop manxz?

tried so hard to smile,
tried so hard to hold back my tears for every single paper returned.

i just hate it when teachers compare us with others.
i just hate it when teachers use all these kind of methods to try to pull us up.

omg. so disappointed uhhs.
english compre : 33/50
chinese paper : 63.6/100
emaths : 55/80
amaths : 50/80
chem : 44/80
physics : 52/80
history : 26/30
social studies : 29/29

so what if i got so high for humanities?
my main priorities are english, science and maths manxz !
ARGH !

wtf, you tell me la.
what's wrong with me? huh?!
you not happy isit, your taiji right ? none of my freaking business.
stop acting.
your acting sucks to the max.
and it's all because of you, that im in this state right now.
i've got two words for you : Fuck You.

2010-05-19T22:59:00.002+08:00

okay, short post .
im super duper tired today

so yeapppp, played captain's ball in the morning.
not bad uhhhs. love my class =D
hahahhas !

Sorry Cher..

thennnnn.. had some survey

recess-ed , apologised to cher, but he didnt seem to accept my apology..
ohwells.

then had leadership workshop.
didnt really learn new stuffs -.-
i only rmb-ed the one when i voice out my disagreements towards his statements.
HAHAS ! joke =P

after that, had prefect meeting, and met peeps for chemical car.
then tuition-ed

the car was friggin cool !

okay, then went army musueam ytd.
not bad, super duper fun =D
took many many photos.
hahahhas
so yeah
me tired already, go sleep

night peoples !

2010-05-16T18:18:00.002+08:00

omg, im super duper mega ultra happy today. LOL!

I CAN PLAY THE FIRST PAGE OF "RIVER FLOWS IN YOU"

only the first page though..
BUT HEY ! i spent 45 minutes counting them one by one okayyyyyyys !
tired )= LOL !

aiya, i think i ask my mum teach me faster lorhs !
i rather remember than reading those notes . rawrrr !
need count here count there.
i bet if my mum's teaching me, 15 minutes can learn finish lerhhs. HAHAHS

wooookayyyy,
so this morning , went training with Agnes and Jue Ling for sports day.
LOLLL !
we didn't even run? and omg, my fats are getting on my nerves manxz
when i run, it'll go *boink boink boink *
eeew ? @$#%^&*

chatted about 2/8 stuffs .
hahhas, not bad luhhhs, caught up with things (=

thennnn, went to yew tee point to have lunch.
ate the what? tadpole longan ahhs. LOL!
not bad not bad.
Agnes said the tadpole was the water baby thing -.- LOL !

okayyyyyys, then came my house, billiard + table tennis
with ZeXuan and ChengJun
all the way till 5. hahahas
not bad luhhs =D super fun . HAHAHAS !

so yeahhhh, thats about today lorhs. =D

k, byee

looking forward to school tomorrow xP

2010-05-15T20:26:00.002+08:00

i love 14may2010 !
really had fun with the peeps above =D
3/8 rocks yawxzzzz !

okay , dont really feel like posting nowadays..
dk why too.
worried about my results.
ohmanxz !

okay, bye

2010-05-11T23:10:00.004+08:00

irritating exam papers
so disappointed.
had SS and Amaths today
ohgosh, i flunked my SS. totally dont know what to write. zzz !
Amaths, lucky had like one hour to check everything. SO MANY CARELESS MISTAKES !
didnt know how to do three questions = 16 marks gone.
xin tong. )=
haiyaaaaaa ! it's okay, i tried my best.
hahahahhahas ! im prepared to get disgraceful marks.

12 failures for chem for 3/8
overrall , badly done.
i think im one of them?
spent the most time studying for chem. and then, it's the least marks that i'll get .
ironic. retarded. like that next time i dont study luhs.

wooookayyyy,
had fun ytd =D
after exams, went to Alicia's house with WanYin . talk talk, played piano, dismantled the bicycle, played with hamsters.
omg, i love Alicia's house.
okay , then, they come my house study.
not bad worh ! study from 1plus all the way to 545.
Alicia played the piano most of the time though.
She play piano, got that kind of atmosphere one lehs ! nice =D
hahahhhhhahas !
WanYin damn joke.
she drank a total of three milk tea -.-
pro.
hahhahah !
so yeahhhh, studied, ate cheese cake, played ps2 after that.
Alicia's cheesecake was epic.
HAHAS
okay, ps2.
walau, joke. the drift uhhhhs........
HAHHAHAHHAS !
laughed like crazy shitxz okayyyyys ! super long never laugh until so high lerhhhs =D
loveit .
then, they ate dinner at my house, jiu go home lerhhs.
LOL !
had super lots of fun luhs !

ohmygosh.
my block.. got people commit suicide lehhhhhs !
scary . =X

okayyyys , back to studying history !

2010-05-07T20:55:00.003+08:00

FML manxz.
this year's mid year ain't giving me motivation at all.
it's the first time, first time in my life to do so badly for exams.
first time so worried for each and every paper.

tried so much to study, but it was all just dissapointments after another.

maybe i wasnt hardworking enough?
studied chem from 7pm till 2am.
and then physics from 2 am to 4am.
in the end? TSK !

im seriously going from bad to worse.
but i cant help it, right?
its not as if i have the whole world to myself.
i only have a pathetic 24 hours.
tuitions every now and then. revisions getting out of hand.
wtf?
i resigned to my fate. i'll just go with the flow.
if i cannot make it, that's it.

haiiiis... feeling really depressed now )=

what's wrong with you?
what's wrong between us?
you've changed, i've changed.
every little fucking thing changed.
it's your turn now, im waiting for you to pass your turm.
make your fucking choice .

2010-05-03T09:31:00.002+08:00

fuck
you where not happy siolxz?
not happy with your own origniality isit?
must copy here , copy there..
please la horhhs, i see already, like want faint liaos.
wtfccb .
somemore you want show off till the whole can see isit?
please la ! that one is other people's actions and origniality, waah, you copy here copy there, make it like yours ah?
waah, pro pro.
i salute you. -.-

wapaing ehhs .
dont so childish la horhhs. you want copy, also no need copy till so lousy ones.
dont know how copy, then dont la .
walau , you where got taiji bodohh?

%^%$*^*(%$^

MT exams, NAPFA, cross country

2010-05-01T09:16:00.003+08:00

ohmygosh,
it's...

1ST OF MAY !

time flies, like seriously. time has wings ! =D

okays, had MT exams on wednesday.
was super duper mega ultra dissapointed cannnnns !
how can i forget to write 敬启？
two words caused me to minus 1 mark.
1 MARK ! $%^$%&^*%
i got super sad luhhhhhs. )=
and i flunked my paper2.
F it manxz. first time do chinese paper till so jialat cannns.
i think im going to be kicked out of Band 1 class, and probably go to F9 class lorhs ! argh !

okay, whatever, it's over.

after that, had NAPFA.
not bad luhhhs, managed to attain my Gold =D
unexpected. thought i can only get silver or something.hahhahahhas !
then went to mac with Nicole, Alicia, and Liz. talkd craps for like 2hours? yeahhhh.
after that, went straight to tuition. totally no mood bodoh ! tsk !

english remedial was.........................
ARGH ! irritating .
so yeap, after all the rememdials, i think we went mac again, to study =D
then like that lorhs. not much barhs.

OKAY, I LOVE THIS DAY.
CROSS COUNTRY PLUS LITTLE TALKY TALKY YAWXZ !
ermms, ran cross country. not bad luhhhs. 23rd =D
thanks to ZhiJin and WeiTing . hahahhahhahas !
ZhiJin Bitch ! get well soon yawxz ! next time dont force yourself lerhh luhhhhh . crazy girl. hhahahas !

okay , after crosscountry, went out with WanYin , QiaoLing, Alicia, Liz and Nicole to Jurong Point.
starting was bad, we had to prepare to write three complains. three 公函.. LOL !
walked around Jurong Point, then got tired . so went Library slack slack
chatted about our love stuffs. woohooo !
love the heart to heart talk <3
next time must have more lorhs! hahahhahas !

okay, tired already .
BYEBYE !

2010-04-26T03:24:00.003+08:00

hahahahas !
im such a good girl, im doing hmwk right now! =D
time check, it's 324 am.
compo done
1 week overdue chinese hmwk done
amaths wkst down
now i have revisions for physics test, chemistry wkst and if possible, chinese wkbk to complete.
muahahahhahas !
i love hmwk !

okay, im going back to studying =D

ohgosh, i just realised that this wed is the chinese MYE
D= !

2010-04-24T07:01:00.005+08:00

OHYES !
i finally rememebered what i wanted to post.

DRAMA GRADUATION !

okayyyy . started off with amazing race.

sorry seniors, i didnt do a good job.

and thanks to Celia, hahhahs !

you're great =D

she was there for me when i needed help the most, ohmygosh, she just rocked.

and all my sec3s ! thanks for like, really accomodate with me, and do things that i said. haahahs ! really sorry too yeah =X

but ohwells ! at least they all had fun =D

me and weepeng were inside the room lorhs, waiting for the first group, getting ready to give them surprises, and once the first person came in, WOOOOOOO ! POMPOMPOM ! hahahahhash !

okay, after that, had a last minute preparations, we did our couple dance and the sec1 dance =D

then, it was time.

sial laaaa, damn paiseh cannnnns . hahahhahahahs !

ohmygosh, ilovetheseniors !

they prepared the skit for us. HAHAHHAHAS ! ILOVEIT ! =D

"heyhey ! do you remember Sarah? "

"Sarah? who's that?"

"the one who talks japanese on the phone, bbrdkfdfjdsnjkf one? ohmygosh ! i think she's cool ! "

"ohyeahhhhhh ! HAHAAHHHAS , and we love her !"

LOLLLLL !

had some technical problems too . awwwws..

so yeap, couldnt present the videos.

Reizlynn really put alot of effort in them .

AND I CRIED WHEN I WATCHED THE VIDEOS.

okay, after the skit, i think the seniors went for the NYAA rehearsals,

then some of us went home, some of us stayed.

when the sec4s came back, we presented our gifts from the whole club.

and , Mason's letter let everyone cry okayyyyyys )=

seniors, i'll miss you guys, like seriously.

and then, we had to go home. hahahas

hey seniors !

i really wanna thank you guys.

i mean, without you guys, i bet drama wont be what drama is right now.

you made drama great, enjoyable, something that everyone would love.

and you know what, after you guys leave , drama wont be how it used to be.

nevertheless, the new committee will do their best, our upmost best to make drama a better one.

so yeap, seniors! we'll miss you .

=D COME BACK OFTEN !

ps, i look hideous in all the photos ! )= i closed my eyes for most. rawrr !

2010-04-24T06:29:00.004+08:00

woohoooo !
SPEECH DAY FTW ! =D

had fun ytd.
waaaah, after school, chionged all the way home. i NEVER chiong until like that before okayyyyys.
but still , was late =X
haiis, what a failure.

okay, then reached cdans at 3plus.
in the end , slacked all the way.
OH YA YA YA !
im so sorry EeChian that i spoilt your shoe, i mean it's probably coz you didnt use for like 3 years? thats why it spoilt. im so so so so sorry )=
then, thanks to Hanna and uhhs, YuXuan? i think that's her name . LOL ! thanks for the shoe =D

so yeap, slacked all the way, complaining about the shoe. IT WAS SO SO SO PAINFUL ! D=
after awhile , i got tired of adjusting my shoe, so forget it. HAHAS

ohmy !
Joanne was totally a WOW !
Joanne, you rock yawxz ! hahahahas

FINALLY, at 820, the start of my duty. LOLLL !
i served food to peopleeeeee ! =DD
it was super torturing okayyys, i mean, we didnt eat lunch, and all we ate was a McChicken burger, then if there's a whole row of food infront of us, isnt that torturing? awwwws )=
but ohwells, lucky there weren't any of my favourite food, or not i'll be like..
D= ! FOOOOOOOOOODDDDDDDD !

then, it was photo-taking time !
woooohoooo!
iloveprefectorialboardyawxz ! =D
BUT ! i didnt manage to take with SPONGEBOBBBBBBBBBBBBBBB !
walau, spongebob, you suck laaa )=

hahahhas ! okay okay, thennnnnn, after that, went home . im a good girl yawxz !
LOL ! jokejoke =P
thanks Nabil for the ride =D

so yeap, SPEECH DAY FTW !

ohyayayaya !
congrats to all the prize recipient ! =D
SHARE THE VOUCHER WITH MEEEEE !

okay okay, BYEBYE !

2010-04-21T01:54:00.002+08:00

woohoooooo !
studying throughout the night again.
MUAHAHAHHAS

i miss the feeling. (=

okay, BACK TO STUDY !

2010-04-20T20:55:00.002+08:00

D=
GRADUATION'S TMR !
NOOOOOOOOOO !
hey seniors, will really really really really miss you guys manxzxz.
DO WELL IN O LVLS. GET 0POINTS ! =D

arghhhhhh ! feeling really vexed and tired everyday.
I have things piling up . NOOOOOOOOOO !

ohya! today's english was crap.
HAHHAHAHAS !
my group, actaually we plan until not bad one lorhs.
then the boys go destroy )=
nvms, we had FUN !
some groups were super sweet. awwwwwws xD

i just love 3/8 luhhhs.
we rock to the max okayyyyyys.

hey, Im a girl, i can sense those.
if you dislike me, tell me face to face.
i dont like you giving me those shitty attitude

2010-04-17T21:43:00.002+08:00

yo yo yo yo!
hahhas !

hmmmms, have been studying out with friends lately.
wooooo ! It's really unbelievable that i will study, right?
I PROVED YOU WRONG MANXZ .

had Japanese lessons today.
i hate the teacher )=
she suck to the max alrights.
but still, love this year's class, comfirm will get along well ones
HAHAS.

OHNO!
MYE IS 11DAYS LATER.
@#@$#%$^&%$#@$%^
i haven't completed studying everything.
WHERE GOT TIME ?!
rawrrrrrr !

CCA, had interview for a leadership role ytd.
ohmygosh, im so in love with the first answer that i said.

Teacher : "What role do you want to have in Drama?"
Me : "actually, I'm fine with being any of the Chairperon, or the Vice-chair, because i think that Drama is a big family, we work as one, do things as one. we help each other out, so i think that being either one doesnt make alot of difference. furthermore, i think that position and authority is a very poor substitute for being a leader. but............ i prefer being the vice-chair."

hahahhas !
joke la ! LOLL !
anyways, everyone will know the result by next wed (=

ohno, im very worried for the graduation, things aren't going well. shitxz !
anything wrong, it's my fault. sorry.

arghhhhhhhh !
ihateyou lots.

okay, byebye !

heyys, I really didnt mean to make you feel that way, just that, i think we aren't as close as how we used to be, yeah? I'm sorry.

2010-04-13T23:20:00.002+08:00

so tired )=
emaths ace-learning.
wtf manxz !
i thought need to do alot alot alot alot of questions lorhs.
then i spent like 2 hours doing the wrong ones. RAWRRRR

anyways, i suddenly woke up at 4. realised that my laptop was still on , and I HAVEN'T STARTED ON MY COMPO, which was due the previous day.
i was like. $#%$#^%%&^%
so yeap, being a very good girl, i did my homework. (=

thennnnnnnnnnnnnn, lessons.
lessons were boring.
i seriously miss the times i sit with Spongebob.
like seriously serious.
awwwws.. )=
HAHAHAS !

after pc, went sch library to study with peoplessssss.
cool ! I MANAGED TO STUDY !
miracleeeee =D

come home, slack.
HAHAS

okay, tired already.
BYEBYEBYEBYEBYE

2010-04-12T19:13:00.003+08:00

what the..
today , was CRAP.
so dissapointing.

argh !
this not done, that not done.
that not done, this not done.

I, OH JING WEI SARAH, PROMISE THAT THIS WEEK WILL BE THE LAST WEEK THAT I'LL OWE TEACHERS HMWK. AND I'LL HAND IN QUALITY WORK.

so yeap, didnt managed to complete hmwk ytd, and today, i was dying.
not dead yet. muahahahhhas.

and then, ran 2.4
was hesitating whether i should take it seroiusly, or just walk .
in the end, decided to run.
i ran.
ARGH ! should have walked laaa.
so dissapointed with my results )=
make me sweat like............ !
i think i smell the nicest lorhs. the "NICEST"

woooo, i brought three fans today.
one spoil. people got play play, then the blade cut
rawrrrr !

i've got tuition later.
again.
yes, again.

okay, no mood for blog already,
byebyebyebyebyebye

I think, I've changed alot.
like more to the worse?
I'm sorry

People ask why you love someone.
wells, i thought,
Do we need reasons for love?

2010-04-09T21:46:00.002+08:00

hey hey hey hey hey !

hahahas.

so yeap, TODAY'S FRIDAY ! D= !
time flies !

awwwwws, i miss Spongebob uber lots . )=
SPONGEBOBBBBBBBBBBBB !

test test test test tes
exams exams exams exams.
RAWRRR !

hmmmms, had drama today.
quite fun though.
hahahahhas !
it's been long since i really enjoyed drama.
maybe, my passion's back for drama? hope so !
(=

have been pretty emo this week, most probably due to tiredness?..
ohwells..
cant be bothered.

It's hard faking smiles at you, so i decided not to.
i deicided to just sit there in silence.

Why are we drifting further and further away?
arghhhh ! please don't ! )=

2010-04-09T18:42:00.004+08:00

hey you, yes you.

before you start scolding me at my tagboard, please get the facts right.

what makes you think that im talking about you?

you assume it, didnt you?

and you dare to scold me , AT MY TAGBOARD.

WOW.

as what i said, think twice before doing anything.

my previous post, maybe i was talking about you, maybe not.

you thought that it was you, because of the words "family" and "youngest" , didnt you?

but the problem is , i could be talking about my friends.

i have friends whom i call family.

so please, do not make a fool of yourself.

and if you dare not use the word, please kindly not use them. thank you very much (=

i've made the fonts big, so that you can see them.

so , no more excuses like you cant see, okay?

2010-04-08T21:09:00.002+08:00

wtf siolxz.
who the fuck do you think you are?
you damn dua la?!
cb.

is this how you treat your family members? huh ? you tell me laaa !
you think you youngest in the family, everyone will try to accomodate with you uhs.
WAKE UP FROM YOUR FUCKING DAMN DREAM LA.

you think of it laaa.
how you treat us.
HOW YOU TREAT US?
is this how you're supposed to treat us?
do we even deserve all those?
NO.

fucking hell.

I've got enough.
We all got enough.

you better shut the fuck up, and think of your actions.

2010-04-06T19:23:00.005+08:00

ooooooooo ..
HI !

arghhhhhs ! have been pretty busy nowadays.
still trying to get used to my tuition life.
so so so so so soooooooo tiring ! )=
why cant they just accomodate with my "american time" ?!
tsk !

OH YES YES YES !
I BOUGHT A ZINC WHITE BAG ON SUNDAY !
woohooooo !

sooooo.. yeap. trying to catch up with homework already.
no more last minute hmwk (=
but still, cannot make it laaa.
i needa sacrifice my sleeping time, to really study.
MIDYEARRRRRRR ! NOOOOOOOO ! )=

wells, like what I've promised earlier,
IM SO GONNA BEAT SPONGEBOB for midyear.
woohoooo !
*in my dreams ! * (=

i suddenly feel so depressed..
maybe i got depression D=
MENTAL HOSPITAL ! OPEN DOORS FOR ME YEAH !

Im like super happy that my passion for maths is back.
HOHOHO !
thats the way manxz!
like those times when i got super high marks for maths. I'VE GOT THE FEELING BACK !
=DD

hmmmms.. am i like, really scary?
a lot of them say so..
rawrrrrr !

D=
facebooking and msn-ing is so boring.
it's so boring till i talked to myself in msn.
HORHH SBSP?
(=

woahs, i just realised i typed quite alot. more than what i expected.
hahahahahhas.

okay okay, i have to buck up already.
wth ! like when can i buck up manxz !
im still procrastinatiing.
HAHAHAHAS

okay okay okay okay, byebyebyebyebyeyes

What's the point of saying that you love me manxz? Simply meaningless.

hey , i was so hurt by the words that you said to me during recess..

i seriously didnt expect that you would say those so straightforwardly .

nevertheless, i still love you alrights (=

2010-04-03T23:02:00.002+08:00

heys, I'm sorry.
you, I'm sorry too.

seriously, when can all these stop?

I need a break.
a break long enough to forget those.

I'm sorry for telling white lies, now i have difficulty covering every single one of them.
I'm sorry for making empty promises.
I'm sorry for breaking the promises that i made.
I'm sorry for making you worry about me.

frankly speaking, i havent been really smiling these few days.
all are fake smiles, not from the bottom of my heart.

I need to change..
but then, I'm afraid that i would change to the worst, instead of the better.

I'm sorry, if i changed to the worst,
I'm really sorry..

2010-04-02T22:50:00.001+08:00

Fuck.
why do i feel the jealousy in me?
whats wrong with me.
arghs !
fuck it.

2010-04-02T20:41:00.005+08:00

woohooo ! went out with QiaoLing, WanYin, Gyan, Jaya and Darren today.
cool manxz !
we STUDIED !
unbelievable rights. LOLLL !

chatted about stuffs, went crazy, did retarded stuffs.
wonderful day! (=

hmmms..
had a change of seating arrangement..
SPONGEBOBBBBBBBBB !! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO ! )=
and im sitting with her.. ahhem !
im sitting with Clement. hahahhas !
he's my kitty (=
coz he said he didnt like it when i called him dog D=
so yeap..

things are improving.
started to buck up, and really study (=
I NEED HELP IN CHEMISTRY AND PHYSICS ! eeew ! chem, yucks ! =X
somehow lucky that im sitting with Clement . he's good at both.
HAHAS

some things ain't going well too..
setbacks after setbacks.
im getting tired of overcoming them..
you know.. my energy's gone.

hey, I'm sorry .
i didnt mean to hurt you in such a way..
i thought that keeping sad stuffs to myself and sharing only the happy things wouldnt make you feel sad.
ohwells, what a naive thinking.
whatever it is, iloveyou yawxz ! hahahhas !

pink ftw !

2010-04-01T19:50:00.002+08:00

算了..

你心里的每一寸都属于她，他, 和它。

根本没有我。

在你的世界里，没有我的存在。

但是，不知为什么，我就是无法忘记你。

我真讨厌自己的虚弱真的很讨厌..

It's because of all your imperfections, that make me fall madly in love with you.

It's because of your smiles, that brightens my day.

It's because of you.. the clock in my world stopped.

I need someone to fix my clock, and help me to move on..

I guess, i just have to forget it , yeah?

2010-03-31T03:49:00.003+08:00

Are those things something that we really need, or want?
most people think that they need it, because they want them, and not the other way.
and when they can't get hold of something, they give up.

it's funny how people think, yeah?

you see, Love is just a temporary madness, it erupts and subsides. and when it subsides, you have to make a decision. you have to work out, whether you and your partner, are in the situation whereby both of you cannot part at all, and you two should be able to overcome any problems together. because, that is what love is.

love, is not all about the feeling, it's not about the promises that both of you two make to love each other forever, love is not about the excitement.

are you sure that you wanna give up?
is that the answer, that you've worked out?

why are we given two hands, two legs, two eyes, but only one heart?
well, the other is given to the other . only compatible ones meet.

heyfriend, jiayou !
wells, there's nothing to be afraid of. just face it as bravely as you can. dont keep having doubts, and in the end, nothing is done, or worst still, the situation detoriates.

so yeap, jiayou ! iloveyou (=

2010-03-29T04:14:00.002+08:00

曾经，有人对我说
"people who live in memories are not just as simple as being retarded. if they can't even let go of their past, they wont be able to see the future"
"不要呆死在一棵树上, 明白吗？"

又有人说
" loving you was the happiest moment in my life."
" after the upteem times of rejection from you, i feel as if a big part of me are gone.."

hmmms..

2010-03-29T03:31:00.002+08:00

我真的累了..
我多么的想要个普通女生的生活。有那么难吗？
对这些事情，我多多少少都绝望了
我需要时间，来慢慢地想，但是我就是没时间。
请你告诉我，我该怎么办？我应该怎么做，才是最好的？

你曾经答应过我的幸福呢？全都是骗我的，骗我的

你应该，都不晓得这些事发生。
我也不想让你知道，如果你知道了，一定会很伤心，觉得痛苦。这些都是我不想看到的

对不起，是我太任性了..

2010-03-29T01:36:00.004+08:00

haiis, 我又醉了.. 真没用 !

is that all that should be done?
is that all the right thing to do?
i dont know..

Im sorry.

maybe, i just need more to get myself really numb..

2010-03-27T08:33:00.002+08:00

I DONT WANNA CHANGE SEATING ARRANGEMENT !

SPONGEBOBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBB !

2010-03-27T08:22:00.002+08:00

wells, i have to stop everything already.
it's so much getting out of hand.
im getting too many people involved, so many innocent ones.
I'm Sorry.
i know a word of sorry, cant make up for everything that i've done..
but, it's from the bottom of my heart.

nevertheless, i still am in the midst of confusion.
i dont know what to do.
im afraid, that any mistake in my actions, will bring about a much more worse situation.
i really dont wanna see that.
i've got enough already..
i dont want this to continue anymore.

雨过天晴
i'm waiting for this to happen.
im just afraid that i wont make it till this day.

arghhhhh !
so many things' are happening.
just too many . too much.

It all begins with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a teardrop. This is Love.

2010-03-26T21:08:00.002+08:00

life.. it's just so full of uncertaintiness, and unfairness.
never justified.

i was never satisfied with my life.
i always thought that i had so much rooms for improvement, in fact, just too many to make me tired, and hopeless.

it's all because of friends around me, that motivates me to move on, and continue with my rough journey.
the pain in me is just so unbearable, but then, i cant just let my beloves to feel the pain, i only want them to be happy .

i dont know what's wrong with me, but there's something bound to be wrong.

i just dont feel good, i just dont feel satisfied.
i just get disappointed with everything that i do.

why is my life just so screwed up manxz !

arghhh ! wtf is wrong with me laa.

dont feel like talking much..
im just a bad girl )=

没有你的日子，
真的很辛苦，很难过。
i miss you .
i so much want you by my side..

2010-03-22T17:55:00.002+08:00

ohmygosh.
haven't been blogging for uber long O.O
hahahas !
ohwells, cant help it , ya know.
Im a good girl now okayyys !
I DO HOMEWORKS ! =D

see ! i changed drastically okayyyyys.

so yeap , today was the first day of school.
waaah, early in the morning, super dulan.
chiong hmwk .
and then, had spot check.
D=
Ms Chen wasn't satisfied with my hair.
she said that i was a cockroach, with feelers -.-
and then, asked me to put them behind.
after a while, they dropped.
Ms Chen thought i was going against her.
ohwells.. just bad luck )=

so yeap, lessons as usual.
ANOTHER DAY WITH SPONGEBOB SITTING BESIDE MEE !
arghhh ! hope cher drop the idea of changing the seating arrangement )=
i so wanna sit with my spongebob !
i dont think she wanna sit with me though, HAHAHHAS !
im irritating to her . LOL
the next person sitting beside me, BEWARE. you're gonna experience the worst hell ever. MUAHAHAHHAS.

sooooooo.. yeahhh
AND AND AND AND !
Friday , had prefect outing.
DIDNT MANAGE TO GO ! )=
haiiis...
after rememdials, CHIONG.
thought ECP was at downtown -.- quite reatarded uhhs..
then.. they said it was at eunos, so walked all the way back to Mrt, took to Eunos.
then, had to find for the damn bus stop. then, waited for half an hour for the bus to come.
finally, the bus came, but then, we missed the stop for ECP.
like wth laaaa ! then we super dulan already. took all the way to woodlands. D=
haiiis..

Saturdayyyyy !
went to leadership course.
it was SL-seminar.
hmms.. not bad not bad (=
learnt alot of things.
started to think about stuffs . hahahas
after that, went to causeway.
Mr Kong came with us too !
thanks cher ! (=

so yeapppp.. thats about it.

OHOH ! I STILL GOT ONE MORE THING TO SAY.
i have two additional tuition now.
Physics and Amaths ! D=
i couldnt find with the right time for my chem.. so yeap .hahahaas
soooo.. i have Jap, Chinese, Physics , and Amaths tuition!

OKAY , BYEBYE !

ohmanxz, i feel like im talking to myself.. it feels.. retarded

2010-03-17T00:24:00.003+08:00

monday, had YMCA busniess proposal thing
after that, went orchard to celebrate mum's birthday.
ate pepper lunch.
then, went to woodlands, find Gyan, Jaya, QiaoLing and WanYin.
they did homework.

Tuesday, had cca. new drama room.
celebrated sister's birthday.

drama workshop.

wells, i really felt super helpless.
didnt know where and who to turn to .
all thanks to someone, i managed to overcome them. :D
but, i dont know, if it will last long..

2010-03-14T21:01:00.002+08:00

hey/yo/hi/hello people :D

had fun ytd mannnxz !
hahahahahs !
it was so so so so so cool ! too cool !
ohwells, I SAW JJLIN ! LIVE ! but but , he was this small )=
awwws
ohmymama ! he's just soooooo niceee ! muahahhahhas
went crazy with spongebob.
she's crazy.
LOL

awwwws, im like super sad, coz JJlin held hands with another girl .LOL !
AHAHAHAHAS !
okay, whatever. i should be the one on stage okayyys
LOL ! jkjk !

anyways, everything was just so cool !
thanks to WanYin and QiaoLing, and WanYin's friends .
hahahas
went home with spongebob.
awwww, dont worry, i'll try not to do silly things. try (=

today,
went orchard. LOL
shop shop.
walau ! was super duper mega ultra full okayyys.
GAHHH
ate at marche for lunch.
yakiniku for dinner
D=
chatted with QiaoLing and Gyan and.. some random people. forgot already
HAHAHAS
wanted to buy clothes. but then, was too full, so forget it.
haahhas!
haiyaaa
BYEBYE

2010-03-12T14:32:00.004+08:00

mummy, im sorry..

i've brought you an ugliest piece of shitty report card..

ARGHHHHHHHHHH !
its the end of the term.
its like super duper fast laaaa.

3 months.. hmmms, time flies D=

anyways, had fun ytd
went to JungSik's birthday party. kuishinbo at suntec ! woohoooo !
rocks to the max laaa.
ahahhahahhaas !
ate alot alot alot. LOL
XiangTing is like crazy one lorhhhs. eat super fast.
Buffet, must eat slowly marhhhhs.. HAHHHAS
the boys were.. mad -.-
super scary..
boys and the crabs.. LOL !

hmmmms, then played DJ max. woahhh ! damn shiok laaa, i won Lk !
MUAHHAHAHHAHAS !
played scissors paper stone with Keith.
the looser had to drink the disgusting mixed food/water . LOL
he won, i won, he won, i won
one more go, and the fate's decided.
HOHOHOHO !
Keith lost. LOLLLL !
awwwwws, and he seriousl drank the thing lorhhh.. eeeew :S

after that, went to the playground . took photos, slacked, watched cwalk. hohoho
and then, went home.
reached home at 1126 :D

super thanks to JungSik uhhs ! hahahhas ! had a wonderful day :D LOL !
and thanks to QL, XT, LK, Keith, Taka, Shawn , YiHan, Gyan, Nick, Jaya, ZD, KS, YiHong, and many others . (:

ohmanxz,
today's the last day of the term
which meant that's the last day im gonna sit with stupid spongebob. awwwwws ):

SPONGEBOB !
thanks for like, sitting with me for the past few weeks. maybe a month?
ohwells, i know its like hard sitting with me, you gotta listen to my craps every single second, and have to tolerate me alot. hhaahahhas !
butbut ! you were a great sitting partner of mine alrights ! =P
without you , i think i would have gotten lousier results than what i've got right now . hehehes.
rmb my promise, im so gonna thrash you next term onwards. hahahas !
if this happens, the spongebob can fly.. D= LOL
wells, dont wanna crap so much already . have to learn to shut up D= HAHAHHAS
whatever it is, thank you :D
Patrick Star (:

2010-03-10T21:22:00.002+08:00

whatthefuck is wrong with me now?
i mean, im not like that whats,
i dont get angry easily, i dont get distracted, i could put my emotions aside, and do first things first.
i could differentiate when's the right time to do the right thing.

not anymore.

where's my old self?
i want it back.
i dont seem to find it at all.

hahs, face the fact?
i've changed.
and im not happy with it, im not satisfied with it, rather, im so disappointed in myself..

arghhhhhhhhhhh!

2010-03-10T05:49:00.000+08:00

SPORTS DAY D=

and its raining !

yes !

2010-03-09T20:12:00.003+08:00

today's such a nice day.
my mood is like down up down up down up -.-
and QL was really trying hard to accomodate with my mood , i guess. HAHAHAS
so sorreh.

argh. in the morning, seriously felt like fainting
walau, scared siah, i never faint before . LOL
and then, was really emo.
mustered up my courage and went up to him.
told him to give me time, and to talk again only after march holiday.
i seriously had no heart to say all the heartless stuffs ):

then, went to class.
till recess, didnt really talk..
dont know how QL cope with it.
if im the one, i'll be real scared laaa.
its like a very cheerful person, suddenly never even talk for 2 hours D=

after recess, somehow, felt real happy.
managed to forget about it.
so yeahhhh. had fun.
=D
all the way till 1 plus, when he messaged again -.-

so yeap, tried super hard to control in class.
dont wanna cry in sch manxz.
sch's the last place i wanna cry in -.-

i mean, it was really a very heartbreaking decision made.

and then, PC
joke laaa ! hahahas
laughed alot =D

and then , had emaths rememdial, then chem, then went home
awww, QL accompanied me :D
took 307. HHAHAHAS
talked about stuffs..
awwwwws :D

was in the rain when i was walking home.
then there's this lady , suddenly pop out from behind my back
"which way are you going? *points at YewMeiGreen*this way uhhs?*
*yeahhh*
and then, she shared unbrella with me.
HHHAAS
chat some stuffs. see ! im so socialble okayyyyys. LOL!
really thank her manxz. HAHHAHAS
or else, i think can see my bra lorh -.-okay, too straightforward ? uhhs. the thing thing under my clothes =D

hanarh hanarh , whatever laaa
i seriously hope that tmr morning will rain lorh.
im not ready for sports day yet.
furthermore, im sick -.-
its always like that, every year sports day, comfirm i will sick one lorh . TSK !

okay okay okay okay,
BYEBYE

ps, found my helix percing ! used it for my normal ones. LOL !
i miss my helix piercing. im so gonna pierce it again ! xD

2010-03-09T04:40:00.003+08:00

another day of drowning myself with hmwks. iloveit.
look at the time.
i haven't even sleep siah..
i still got spelling to learn, and im done.
nono, i forgot to bring back my amaths book . -.-
oh shitxz, are we supposed to do chem by tuesday?
gahhhhhhhh D=
doing emaths is just so time consuming + wasting energy + brain cells. only for drawing of graphs laaaa.
TSK !

okay, im so going to study spelling -.-
byebyebyebyebye !

i do not wish to show it in school.
so fuck off

2010-03-08T22:06:00.004+08:00

if sorry's the word you're gonna say,
im not going to accept it.

everything's the past already.
no more present.
i dont wanna live in my own world, i dont wanna live with more sad memories than happy ones with you.
all i want to have are the happy memories that we had together.

you know what,
im gonna give up on you.
i dont know how im gonna take it, but ohwells..

imsorry.
imsorryformakingyouwaitfor9months.

2010-03-08T17:51:00.003+08:00

ahhhhhh, i feel much better now.
LOL ! :D

ohwells, Sunday was fun !
went out with QiaoLing, and XiangTing.
gahhhhh. black skinnies was so much of a bad choice.
tsk tsk ! hot ttm !
LOL !
anyways, went out to buy someone's birhtday present.
home -> imm -> lot1 -> home

HAHAHAHAS
talked about lotsa of things.
ohya ohya ! QL was hot manxz !
hahahhahahs !
and and, the feeling of walking with them is super not nice.
im look so short, i feel so short ): tsk !

so yeahh, pranked QL that we went off first,
but we waited for 30 odd hours for her. HAHHAAS
see ! we're nice people yoxz ! :D

then, went imm, ate lunch, i just drank. LOL
then walked around.. waaaah, we just called people to share share the present, then from 3 people, become 11 people. zai right. HAHAHHAS

after buying, went to lot. bought something else
then went arcade.
cool to the max !
spend like around 30 plus for the whole day lorh. HAHAHHAS
i love bishibashi :D
LOL !

and then, said bye, hugged. tsk , spongebob wanna eat my toufu. LOL !
then, went home.. hahahhahas !

okay today,
was boring.
spongebob was late. MUAHAHAHAHAS.
pratically, boring. LOL
im just happy that i got A1 for chinese. woohooo !
it's just so easy to get an A1. LOL !

went home with rambutan.

okay, thats all.
BYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYE

2010-03-06T11:52:00.002+08:00

tsk ,
nothing's going well for me this year.
all the things that i do, is so regrettable.

out of 16 tests, 3 failed.
3, its 3, people.

i just cant take the fact that i failed so many times. just too many .
i mean, i never fail tests, maybe i do , but it doesnt affect me much. not this time.

i dont know what to do now.
its over, ain't it?

now what?
how the heck am i going to show that dirty crap of shit report book to parents?

i dont understand..

失败是成功之母。
tsk, im waiting for this to be true.

lastly,
im sorry ):

2010-02-26T23:50:00.004+08:00

today, was a shitty day

thanks Spongebob for the chocolate ! hahahahs !
i forgot to bring something for you, pray hard i remember to bring on monday . =P
hahahha ! comfirm forget ones D=

lucky the amaths test wasnt marked.
only managed to get 10++ marks.
LOL !
such an awful number. ):

CCA, Drama
argh, lower sec people is so noisy
we're now trying hard to keep your mouth shut.
training you based on discipline.
when we say keep quiet , means keep quiet.
not just for 3 mins, and you start talking again.
do you know what's GT-61?
super pissed off with them.
first few hours was with the lower sec,
last minutes were with the upper sec.
super duper disappointed la.
i mean, we are supposed to serve punishment, and not fool around.
during the five minutes of silence, it's just purely silence. by right, there shouldn't be any communication involved, including communicating through actions. upper sec, you should know this.
when we're clearing the room, see who's the one doing the job? SEC1S except for two boys , and some number of sec2s.
okay, fine, you all did try to clear up the room, but it was only a few minutes, and then, you all started playing around.
i was there, trying to ask the lower sec to clear the room, and not play , coz i assumed that upper sec should know what to do, and do it. but.. ohwells..
ohmygosh. clearing the room is part of the punishment too !
arghhhhs, all i can say is, im utterly disappointed.. ):
the discipline book is not there just because its there.
first few sessions, i told you to do it properly.
you just talked back to me, and said "i know , i know, but shouldnt we give them chance?"
chance? how many chances have we given them? huh?
when you said that they know that they have to stay, you still have to anounce it to the club, or else , they wont know that this book even exist, and they wont take it seriously. that's why it's like that now. after the first few sessions, i nvr see you with the book.

walked home with Louis after cca.
awww, dont be so sad.
hahhahahas !
i know you regretted not holding her hand at that point of time..
hahahahhas !

reached home, and was super tired.
i slept on the floor -.-
untill just a few hours ago, i woke up. LOL!

aiya,
whatever la.
byebyebyebyebyebye

2010-02-25T17:57:00.001+08:00

i wanna be the yellow smiley

not the blue sad faces

im the blue, looking for the right path, right direction

im feel so lost and tired.

hope i can actually persevere, and be like the yellow smiley

2010-02-25T17:46:00.002+08:00

fuckyou.

so many things happened lately.
so many, too many .
all i need is time.
give me time, will you?

anyways, im seriously lacking lots of sleeping hours.
i need time management
i suck in this aspect .
such a procrastinator like me, when can i have my things done?

all i know is, im very tired.

very dissapointed with some people.
so what if it's not counted in CA?
dont you think it is important?
it is still a project, isnt it?
by this project, people see our character, people see if we're effective.
but ohwells, everything's done.
we all did our best :D
i guess.

went tuition hunting with EeChian Dearie ytd.
and we found 2 :D
hahahahas.
most probably gonna join .

had amaths test.
)'=

i just dont understand why i just cant do it better
is it because of my lack of sleep? or what
i already have three teachers consulting me, asking me if im okay with the subject, and if i needed help.
haiis, i dont believe i do so badly.
i mean, i was alright when i was in sec1 and 2 whats.
at least much higher than average.
whats this?
fuckingcrapxz.

going tuition soon. make up lesson . LOL
bye.

so you dont wanna talk to me?
you're giving me attitude now?
fine fine ! whatever that suits you . just fuck off , i was wrong to trust you .

2010-02-22T04:45:00.002+08:00

awww, im still awake.
should i sleep now?
but if i sleep now, comfirm later will have difficulties waking up.
LOL !D=
and i still dont understand amaths. D=
GG

okay okay , i think i wanna sleep. i put 10 alarm clocks already .
HAHHAHAS.
night night night

2010-02-22T03:15:00.001+08:00

ABORTION IS TERRIBLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

MONTH ONE:

Mommy,

I am only 4 inches long,

but I have all my organs.

I love the sound of your voice.

The sound of your heart beat

is my favorite lullaby.

MONTH TWO:

Mommy,

Today I learned how to suck my thumb.

If you could see me,

you could definitely tell that I am a baby.

I'm not big enough to survive outside my home, though.

It is so nice and warm in here.

MONTH THREE:

You know what, Mommy?

I'm a boy!!

I hope that makes you happy.

I always want you to be happy.

I don't like it when you cry.

You sound so sad.

It makes me sad, too,

and I cry with you even though

you can't hear me.

MONTH FOUR:

Mommy,

my hair is starting to grow.

It is very short and fine,

but I will have a lot of it.

I spend a lot of my time exercising.

I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toes

and stretch my arms and legs.

I am becoming quite good at it, too.

MONTH FIVE:

You went to the doctor today.

Mommy, he lied to you.

He said that I'm not a baby.

I am a baby, Mommy... your baby.

I think and feel.

Mommy, what's abortion?

MONTH SIX:

I can hear that doctor again.

I don't like him.

He seems cold and heartless.

Something is intruding my home.

The doctor called it a needle.

Mommy what is it? It burns!

Please make him stop!

I can't get away from it!

Mommy! HELP me!

MONTH SEVEN

Mommy,

I am okay.

I am in God's arms.

He is holding me.

He told me about abortion.

Why didn't you want me, Mommy?

EVERY ABORTION IS JUST...

One more heart that was stopped.

Two more eyes that will never see.

Two more hands that will never touch.

Two more legs that will never run.

One more mouth that will never speak.

One more person who can never change the world....

If you're against abortion, post this

thankyou

2010-02-22T02:47:00.002+08:00

hahs , i havent been posting latey yeah?
ohwells, cant help it, im just too good. I WAS BUSY DOING HMWKS AND PROJECTS !
ohmymama ! can you believe it? it's me! doing hmwks D=
hahhahas! okay, enough of crapxz.

ahhhs, im feeling rather stressed up nowadays.
i dont know why .
oh. i think i know why, its because of this and that.
i seriously have to start thinking positively yeahh? hahahhas !
thinking positive = saying that im pretty . HOHO !

and chingay was fun fun fun fun fun !
we rocked yeahhh !
that was the day we've been waiting for months.
and we made it ! we were so cool ! hahahahas !
oh, and btw, i was on the first row. I WAS ON TV.
how cool is that?
HAHAHHAS !
i saw myself on tv! AHHHH !
as always, i look so nice and perfect.

OHOH ! when we were walking back to the starting point to get ready to get onto the bus and go home, there was fireworks.
and poor Vanessa. im so sorry senior. LOL !
we were walking walking, and then FIREWORKS.
i screamed.
i jumped.
i shook her.
and i was right beside her.
but her reaction to the fireworks, was just to admire it, staring at it.
and walking while looking at the fireworks, with mouth opened.
so yeap, try imagining it. its rather retarded.
anyways, sorry senior. HAHAHAS

and look at the time,
yes, im still doing hmwk.
im resting.
hahahahs !
just finished my final draft for The Journey Home.
i think its just perfect ! its the best laaaa. hahhahas !
*stop it Sarah, stop praising yourself, you idiot..
have some shame please..

anyways, im participating in sports day .
100m , 200m and 10x200m
I CAN RUN OKAY !
and you know whats, i grew fat already. i can feel my stomach bouncing with every step i run ):
its just so uncomfortable.. awwws D=

IMISSJY!
IMISSCAROL!
IMISSELVIN!
IMISSJJ!
IMISSWINSTON!

i feel..
afraid.
idk why.

ohyes,
today went to bugis NLB to do project
before that , went to bugis junction's mai maison to eat lunch.
ohmanxz ! i only go there for the brownie laaa . HAHAHHAS !
mmmm, yum yum! :D
and then , went library .
awwww, i hoped i managed to do some things.

ahhhs, whatever.
im not gonna post about the sad stuffs.
im not gonna care about it anymore.
stop bugging me, you're burden to me. get off.

2010-02-17T02:39:00.001+08:00

ohno, i still have one more wkst, and revisions to do ):

ohyes ! i only have one wkst and just a few hours of revisions to do ! :D

look at the time. am i suppose to start thinking positively now?

2010-02-16T23:34:00.009+08:00

ohmanxz,
im rather busy nowadays.

and im so sorry Justin :X

anyways, school's starting tmr.
yay! -.-
i havent started on my hmwk. woah !
hopes QiaoLing doesnt see this ! :X

hmwk time !
chiong ah !

if you truly love someone, let him go . and if he comes back, he's yours forever. but if he doesnt, then he's never meant to be yours.

2010-02-15T15:27:00.001+08:00

Wait For You - Elliot Yamin

happy chinese new year and v-day !

2010-02-14T00:05:00.002+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR !

AND

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY !

2010-02-13T23:28:00.000+08:00

pictures !

2010-02-13T20:24:00.003+08:00

ohgosh !
it's

CHINESE NEW YEAR eve ! hohoho !
annnddd ! VALENTINE'S DAY !

awwww, im like down with lots of hmwk ):
annnndddd, i think i have to stop procrastinating.
having three jokers, first in cohort , 6th in anderson , and a super hardworking people sitting all around me in class. its super stress laaaa.
and i love QiaoLing to the max. miss her now. HAHHAS!
Enid too ! miss joking around with her . HAHAS!

so yeap , many many many many hmwks.
many many many tests .
very very very very dissappointed in almost all of my test results though

imissJY !

ohmy , i forgotten what to post. ):

OH OH ! I REMEMBERED !
cny concert.
manxz ! we totally rocked. hahahhas !
total joke laaa, Baey was sitting in the front.
it was somewhat difficult to act properly when he's there .HAHAHAS !
anyways, wasnt that bad, except for the technical stuffs , hahahas !

pics will be uploaded some time later . i promise . by 1159 . alrights .

chinese new year, is not all about money .
chinese new year, is not about things that you receive .
chinese new year, is about being together, as a family :D

lao yu sheng on friday too !
with two eight people and Ms Lye . hahahahs !
had fun :D

2010-02-07T23:58:00.002+08:00

whatsup yoxz !
LOL

went to JungSik's house to do project
wtf canns
i took the bus307 from my house, to lot 1. walked to mac, and then walked back to interchange
and then took bus 67 , alight at some weirdo place. and then , we misunderstood JungSik's message, we were supposed to call him when we reached that bus stop . hahas
so, we took another bus again , to his house. and blah blah blah . the travelling took 1hour. and i realised that i could just go straight to his house in 30 minutes . LOL !
but ohwells, Justin and Clement was joke la !
hahhhas !
you listen to their conversations, can laugh already . right Jaya?
HAHAS!

so yeap , reached there, saw JungSik in a baseball outfit
cool manxz
HAHAS.
and then , it was a 5mins walk, Clement's expression was 5 MINUTES? SO LONG?!
-.- oh please..
and then , we started out fine
and we lost focus . was like partying after a few mins . had crackers and stuffs .
and then , games D:
and then , we made a deal , after lunch . WORK .
so had lunch , JungSik's cooking is cool manxz !
learn new things, instant noodle with cheese. nice siol
and then , we went back into the room .
GAMES D:
butbut, managed to do work too ! :D
HAHAAHAHS
had an idea of the whole project already . woohoo !

ohwells , the whole journey was joke manxz !
should've seen all four of them in the room, and then im the only girl . clement oh clement, i pity you ..

went home at around 5 plus .
was damn damn damn tired .
coz of chingay .

Oh ya !
CHINGAY .
was great !
tired too
reached home at 1215 D:
first time reach home after 12 siah. i think -.-
HAHAHHAS
see ! this shows that im a very guai girl :D
coming back home wasnt great at all ):

so yeap , its hmwk time now :D
byebye !

2010-02-06T00:26:00.002+08:00

i've got alot of things to say .
but i forgot once i come to the posting page .
ohmanxz
i hate this feeling .
retardedxzxzzz !

whatever laaa,
anyways, chatted with Carol ! for how many minutes uh ?
25right? LOL. and then , you ps-ed me . ):
and sorreh stead .
was doing something=sleeping.
i fell asleep , woke up again at 12. LOL !

ohwells,
sometimes, people just dont think twice of their actions .
hahs, very stupid people , i can say..
i mean , what for do things , and then , you dont admit?
haiya, dont want say already la.
spoil my sweet sweet mood ):

CHINGAY TMR D=

2010-02-05T00:26:00.002+08:00

ohno D:
i havent been blogging since feb !
AHHHHH !

haiyaya, its tiring to be a sec3 ya know.
you'll have rememdials on every monday, tusday and thurs, and you reach home at around 6 .
wednesday friday got cca..
tired to the max yoxz !

i was so disappointed .
wtf canns .
i mean, why i couldnt i do the amaths test better?
why do i always have to regret at the end.
its always like that .
people regret their decisions, and they change.
ohwells, that's part of the growing . :D
but still :/
im rather disappointed in myself.
haiis

anyways, nowadays is like having rehearsals with drama too .
coz we'll be acting in a concert, haaahhs !
school's cny concert . LOL !

had a nice chat with JY stead and Winston gf :D
i miss them to the max.!
stead ! our record, 3 hours D:

HAHAHS. okay, bye people !
its hmwk time !

2010-01-31T17:17:00.003+08:00

im sorry ..
i dont mind you changing your cca, im serious (:
i just hope that you wont forget me , and you know.. dont misunderstand me and stuffs. hahahas !
i really had fun with you alrights :D
well, at least, you made the right choice, i think you should go for that cca.
it's your potential manxz !
hahahas
no matter what . must keep in touch uh .
:DDD

but still , reading your post was a pain to me..

2010-01-30T10:11:00.002+08:00

argh .
seriously.
there's something wrong with me.

i wasnt like that .
im not in my self.

i dont just scold people like that ,
i dont get irritated so easily .
im not that kind of person .

but why am i blowing my head off ?
why am i raising my voice in such a manner ?
why am i not in my hyper, happy-go-lucky self ?
why ?

why do i feel so stressed up ?
now, i dont even dare to talk to people,
worrying that i might just scream at them , and they get misunderstood.

suddenly, i though about life.
is life like that ?
things come and go in life.
nothing stays forever .
we come to life, and we die too , right?

aiya, forget it .
i cant describe my feelings to words.
argh .

imy :X

2010-01-30T07:03:00.002+08:00

ohwells,
had been super busy lately,
tired.

ytd was the first day the sec2 prefects were doing their duty .
well, not bad not bad.
hahahas :D

later gonna have chingay .
PYJAMAS BANANA !

hey hey ,
im serious, i wasnt angry at you
dont misunderstand alrights ?
i was pissed off, because i seriously thought that the teacher who brought you away , had no fucking respect for us .
i mean , he just brought you away , without telling us at all .
is that fair to us ? NO
i know you're like stressed up and stuffs.
i didnt mean to raise my voice infront of you.
im sorry .

ohwells, you're still considering .
but, if you think their's better, and you have passion for it, then go ahead (:
because, i think you have potential in it. i'll be glad if you'll be representing the school for some events . hahahas !
no matter what happens, you'll still be my stead alrights?
iloveyou, stead x3

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

2010-01-26T23:21:00.002+08:00

HAHAHAHAHAS

happy birthday to meeee ~~

lols.
anyways had a great day todayyy !
got many presents. hahahas !
thanks uh ! for those who wished me and gave me presents!
really love you guys ttm :D

so yeap , all i remember was, today's lessons were boring D:
after assembly , went to 1/4 to help out with the class decoration :D
see ! im such a great senior. (:
anyways, was quite amazed by them . they did a pretty good job . although its not completed, but...
HAHHAHAS
ohwells, i think they should be more united, and help one another.
the number of people who came to help out was pathetic .
was shocked that not all the 8 committee members were there too ):

after that , played basketball for awhile.
waaah,super long never play bball lorh .
HAHHAS

so yeap, i had a really nice birthday ,
OHYES ! WITH BIRTHDAY BASHES FROM PREFECTS .
it was awful ): pain like shitz manxz
HAHAHAS

BYEBYE

2010-01-25T03:47:00.002+08:00

ohmanxz .
im tired ):
look at the time ! i've been studying since 1100 .
LOL !
should i sleep ? no yes no yes no yes yes yes yes no no no
HAIYA
if my eyelid close, then i sleep lorh , if not , drink coffee lorh . horhh ?

anyways
my classblog's done !
all thanks to me okayxzxzx
and Vanessa too ! you rock , :] love ya !

hmmms, what happen recently uhh ?
HAHAHHAS

chatted with my parrot , after that , felt upset about my family, then nvr sms lerhhs
sorry parrot ):
forgive your owner, i promise to feed you the next time (:

oh yes yes yes !
DRAMA , FRIDAY
ohmanxz. super scary la
auditioned . D:
twice somemore.
first one, acted as an irritating kid.
second, ahma.
it's so contradicting right?
but ohwells, i became the irritating kid ! HAHHAHAS
according to Gerald, he said that my face looked more irritating than old, and i have the young energy power. dont know whether to look at the brighter side, or darker side. postive side, or negative side.
LOL
wells. at least i now can observe people becoming the Student Director, and i can learn from them , if it's good.
:]

okay great, i shouldnt be posting at this time.
i suppose to sleep .
so uhh , goodmorning-night people !

):

2010-01-21T22:15:00.002+08:00

D:
im like rather down this few days..
ohwells, not only because of one incident though . HAHAHS

hmms, tuesday .
tuesday was crapshit
i forgot what happened.

wednesday .
IT WAS COOL YAWXZXZ !
CCA CCA CCA CCA !
i brought the 1/4 gang into drama, and they were like "WOOO!"
hhaahhhahs !
well, had the new instructor.
she's not bad though.
LOLL !
gonna have cny concert.
i wanna be both front stage and backstage !
ARGH
i dont know what i wanna post.

i cant post properly when im feeling sad..
):

today , stayed back to decorate the classs, and was supposed to have prefect meeting .
in the end, dont have lorh .
so yeap .
after that , had to go for tuition
aiya, i dont want post already la.
everything looks so dead to me.
i mean, its dead la, butbut, it has no live.
AIYA, IDK WHAT I TALKING LA

2010-01-18T04:29:00.001+08:00

woah . cool ehhs?
look at the time.
i just finished studying , hmwk-ing since 1240 .
HAHAHHAS !
not gonna sleep , i guess . wont be able to wake up later . LOL !
coffeeee ~~ here i comeee!

2010-01-17T15:00:00.002+08:00

i miss them :X

2010-01-17T10:56:00.003+08:00

YAWXZXZ !
hmms. rather busy nowadays..
i have homeworks to catch up with .
as usual, im always procrastinating ):
i promise ! i wont do it anymore!

so yeap, ytd had chingay .
ohmanxz. it was tiring.
ohwells, i left house at 930am, reached home at 11pm .
so for the 13hours and 30minutes. it was chingay, chingay AND chingay .
cool ehhs? hahahas !
so yeap . reached school at 10 . did the costume, messed up the whole place uh . LOL !
hmmms..
and then , AHHHH! i saw this cute guy . he's damn cute ! he dressed up like one piece . LOL !

so yeap . had fun too .
and i get to miss Japanese School . hahahs!
awww, so sorry Miyuki :X
HAHAAS !

hmmmms..
OH YES YES YES!
moi birthday's coming.
MUAHAHAHAHAS .
people, i demand presents yoxz!
ohgosh , i suddenly imagined, i have more than 1000 friends.
what if i get 1000 presents? in one day !
i can break the record manxz !
LOL !

2010-01-14T17:35:00.003+08:00

ahhh yes,
i remembered what i wanted to say earlier on .

A Note To 1/4'10
hey guys~ and girls! LOL
oh wells,
there were the fun times, and the bad times, yeah ?
well, for my part, it was all gooooood timmmmeeesss? RIGHT? *say yes! :P*
anyways, i know we scolded you and stuffs, actually not we la, they :X LOL
butbut, everything was for the end product. what was the end product? THE DANCE ! OH GOSH . ITS SO COOL RIGHT ?
i mean , do you guys actually remember the first two hours, when we were choosing on the song and stuffs? some of you were like, giving up already , like you're saying that it's impossible to create a dance in such a short time. but hey ! we did it!

butbut, i really wanna thank you guys, for.. you know.. aiyaa! i shy la! JKJK
hmmms, wanna thank you guys for actually co-orperating with us, and we had fun manxz!
you guys were the one who brought smiles to us. i hope we brought you all smiles too ! :D

whatever you guys do , you cannot, and must not, and should not forget ME ME ME !
and off course the rest of the prefects alrights?
love you guys lots!~

1/4 you so cool you look like WHOOO !
1/4 you sexy you look like WHOOO !
1/4 you so cute you look like WHOOO !
hoogashaga hoogashaga 1/4, 1/4 !
hoogashaga hoogashaga 1/4 ,1/4 ~
WEEEEE ~~

2010-01-14T17:07:00.003+08:00

FINALLY !
had time to blog blog blog !
HAHAHAS!
realised that i haven't been using the com since the last post. Woah !

anyways, let me recall what happened.. hmmms
sec1 orientation was a success manxzxzx !
well, shouted at them once though . JUST ONCE !
coz they refused to line up in twos . HAHAHHAS !
but they're great laaa , as in seriously great .
love them bits to pieces.
YOU GUYS ROCKED THE STAGE ON THE ACTUAL PERFORMANCE !
hhhaahahas ! thats what i wanted laa. to have fun . LOL !

so yeap , having lessons already . ):
awwws , i miss my sec1s , there was a few times when i day-dreamed about them . hahahahas! :X oppps, bad senior , cannot learn from me !

OHGOSH !
and the topics are like super hard okayyyys.
die die .. :X

drama , ytd, only had 4 or 5 people. gonna have around 8 next week
ohwells , at least they all said they were comfirmed. hahahhas!
had fun in drama too!
well, we're gonna have new instructor next week . dont know whats gonna happen to the next sec1 batch coming for the cca trial. hahahs !
hope our instructor will be a nice one lorh . later she go chase the sec1s away . hahahas !

hmmms, thats about it laaaa.
LOL LOL LOL !

first day of school

2010-01-04T21:36:00.003+08:00

hey hey hey hey !
hahhhahahhas !

so yeap, today was the firts day of school .
WAS DAMN COOL LA
1/4 rocks to the max please. HAHHAHAS !
really had fun with them, they're a great batch of students. hahahs

was pretty busy today .
had lots of things to do .
met up with Gyan at 615. actually wanted to be the first to reach school lorh, but.. hahahhas !
felt lonely going to school alone. LOL !

so, hmmmms, went to my psl class .
ohgosh, they're great manxz ! at least i made like around 10 new juniors ? and im getting along fine with them. 1/4 , BE HONOURED !

the school tour was rather boring. well, we dont even remember them . so yeap ..
help-ed Mdm Siti quite alot too.. games was fun laaa.
although got some miscommunication .hahhahahs !
after that , left.

had prefect meeting till 2. lunched till 230 . practice dance till 3.
went bowling with Gyan Jarrett and Jaya.
i wasnt doing well. something affected me. hhhahas
wont be saying though . make me sad. HAHAS

then went to Jaya's house. played com . they play tilll damn cool laa !
when i play , i keep screaming here and there. LOL !
Gyan walked me home.
and thats it.
hahahhas
!

tmr's gonna be fun too ! 1/4'10 !